All of these voices

I hear in my mind all of these words
I hear in my mind all of this music

And it breaks my heart.

I try n' I try n' I try,
but it doesn't get better.

we could keep trying, but things will never change,

so I don't look back.

still I'm dying with every step I take,

but I don't look back.

so, ruta ett. lycka till. igen.
so much for viljestyrka.
it should be as easy as stop-marks. it should.

STOP.
doesn't sound that hard, does it?
snart är det helg iaf! personalmiddag among other things.
but one special person kommer ej vara där. fan.
probably his government som sagt nej? nej, jag vet inte.
men fan att man ska vara så jävla trög att fatta, att man gillar nån.
mycket alltså. det är helt sjukt ibland alltså, han är bara,
OH. shiit.

- bite the sour apple, honey.
(biting) .. (still biting) .. (I'm stuck)

I never loved nobody fully
always one foot on the ground
and by protecting my heart truly, I got lost
in the sounds..
-
/aja, peace out!

[regina spektor - fidelity.mp3]

[robyn feat. kleerup - it hurts with every heartbeat.mp3]